Post-Lain depression

I just finished watching Serial Experiments Lain and (spoilers) the ending made me so sad omfg cry ദ്ദി ༎ຶ‿༎ຶ ) and it sucks cause I already got spoilers on the ps1 lain game and just hearing about the ending depressed me asf even more ദ്ദി(ㅠᯅㅠ) i was not expecting to get fricking sad watching lain I thought it would just be webcore vibes and haha memes uhg. great show tho rare 10/10 in my book Alice x Lain 4eva they should've stayed friends ugh lain just didn't wanna be alone sobbing rn-

I will figure out how to experience the Ps1 lain game sometime soon eventually maybe in a few years cause I take forever to get to my backlog. at least it has less or no supernatural elements to my knowledge so at least lain won't have problems stemming from supernatural fuckery (￣ー￣)b just more relatable stuff whatevs i'm gonna get depressed regardless

could get more into it but what's the point tbh. good show. funny tho cause i got to episode 11 or so in high school and I had no idea what was fuckin goin on I was so confused. Being older made the show waaaay better tbh, I could vibe much more with the philosophy and themes of trans-humanism (I got that college education) and communication and reality and stuff. I have a few questions like was she the one who made the newscaster say let's all love lain? whats wrong with the wired reality communication merge thing like why not make a reality where lain's just a student with a family like in the beginning? was it lain who was thinking that alice needsloves her?? why the FUCK couldn't alice keep her memory im crying in the club rn

don't usually type out a bunch of stuff after I finish something, like even when I binged the saikano anime and manga in 1 day (it killed me) i only texted friends abt it a bit. I usually save the rants but I felt like posting about it SOMEWHERE online cause that's honestly where lain belongs, how am I not gonna talk abt it on here. I chose spacehey cause it was that, a private discord server, or shitter/Xitter (even tho my spacehey account is barren sorry)

In conclusion, let's all love lain

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