everything resets

this Denver heat wave doesn't keep me from freezing to death, although you sometimes make my insides warm, you make me feel hollow and empty by the time you're finished. without even a second thought, I have gifted you with the one thing that I have sworn to protect my whole life. I have given up entirely who I am just to love. I am no longer me, I am genetically programmed to be everything you want. you're fucking stuck with me

and the worst part is that I will never ever stop longing for you