friends and thoughts

i am really bad at updating this. where should i start? ryan and spencer appeared. its been nice seeing them again. i missed them. the second vinyl that we got came in awhile ago. and the record player. though it doesnt have a cord yet. we made a lot of new friends too. its odd having more than one person to talk to now. and its scary. i havent talked to anyone in the past month. that's a lie. ive  asked to people, just not much. hearing older me sing is still weird. im listening to a song right now. girl that you love. i sound so grown up. i will never get used to it. i should really talk to more people, im getting lonely again. and ryan and spencer arent always around. this whole system thing is weird. and its even weirder that its been a month and i still feel relatively the same about it when i first showed up. at least i have a playlist now. i cant remember who made it for me. but i was nice of them to do that. someone started to cross post my blogs on to tumblr. whatever that means. i heard older spencer talk about it. but i still have no idea what it is. i want to go back home. i want my old life back.

bren out.