im sorry

im sorry for smelling like cigarette smoke

and staring at you all the time.

im sorry for laughing too loud

and having a shakey voice.

im sorry for letting you love me blindly

and spilling my guts out onto your cold tiles floors.

im sorry for letting you clean me up

and for being a joke.

im sorry for letting the soft tones of your voice hit my unworthy ears.

and letting you waste your kind words on a soul that was never supposed to hear them.