I'm tired

my friend left me and I lay for two days in hysterics, unwillingness to live and do something and caught 3 panic attacks  . . . 
I tried, I supported you, I was by your side, I endured all your ignoring because it was difficult for you, but in the end you didn't even consider me a close person, so when you decided to narrow down your circle of communication, you just blacklisted me and deleted the correspondence. I had to run around my friends to find out what happened to you. I almost choked with panic.

and in the end, you say that you wanted to end everything on a calm, kind note, then why didn't you tell me about it directly?!!

I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired