Socializing is not that difficult (part 2)

I don't have a title for this post (blog), I have nothing to do and it feels weird, usually I spend all day on the computer or phone, talking to a friend or just playing the same games non-stop, I only have 1 day of vacation left and I have nothing else to do, I really don't want to go back and I'm not saying this because of classes or because I don't like studying, I just don't want to see my classmates and talk to them again; I'm a very extroverted person and you can probably tell by my previous posts although I'm also someone who has made a lot of mistakes regarding their "friends" (people I share time with), and it's not that I don't love them but I don't want to be alone, I guess that's what scares me.

I haven't talked to people outside my family or my 2 best friends and someone other than them, I took some time away from those people I used to talk to (time out) even though I had nothing more to talk to them about anyway, maybe just a simple "Hey, how's your vacation going?" would have been enough, tomorrow will be my last day and it will probably be the best, I have no idea, I don't even know if I'll still be alive tomorrow but I hope to enjoy that day to the fullest with the biggest smile possible and my best clothes, I hope to forget everything soon.