entry n. 20 - missing some nostalgia that should've came true

Looking back at the Frutiger aero aesthetic that was made back in the 2000's ' early 2010's, it just saddens me in a way. During that time we were looking off for a promising future, where. well things would just get better for humanity, the air is clean, the risks of global warming are getting lower, everything was just good about it. it was comforting. looking at the aesthetic point of Frutiger aero now, it's just, disheartening to say the least ?? Now I only see it as an unreachable dream for any of us to achieve, an illusion, deluding  tot he fact that there is  chance for humanity and the planet to get better. Now, as I see what's  going on currently. I don't  think there will be. Not that im saying that I've completely given up hope for the future of humanity and the planet, and I sincerely hope that there will be people who will solve all of the crucial problems in our society, or even better, re do it. As I get older, the more problems I see that are deeply rooted in our world, and the more that I notice, the less faith I have. 

everything seemed so simple back then, when I was a kid, now everything that happens in my every day life, the media, feels so dystopian. That  is also another reason on why's never having kids, I don't  want the next generations to suffer from the mistakes that we and our ancestors weren't able to fix ever. 

it's just ugh. I'm going to go and write about my ocs </3