I miss honesty wtf ever happend to that,

I don't know if it's just me but do you guys ever stop texting first. Or starting the conversation, or engaging in social events as much, you start to realize how much people genuinely don't give a single fuck Abt you anymore.And they lie and say "Im so glad i met,you" or"I miss you"no you dont nga what happend to being  truthfull and just admitting when you don't fw me no more ,just stop lying and be honest like it's 2024 just be straight forward

Like for example, I travelled without my phone and constantly went to summer camp back-to-back this year, so I was rarely online and when i was it was for like 2 hours every 5 weeks. So, I wasn't texting or calling or checking my socials or snapping back those annoying ass streak group chats. One day when I checked my phone after camp I saw all my friends going to parties and birthday parties, which didn't bother me it's the fact that after 4 weeks I have 1 notification. (It was my cousin asking for her necklace I borrowed)LIKE BOTCH WTF HOW IS THAT FUCKING POSSIBLE !IM ALWAYS CHECKING ON PPL OR JUST SYAING HI TO MY FRIENDS BECAUSE LIKE IDK THEIR MY FUCKING FRIENDS, AND THEY DONT EVEN BOTHER TO SNAP ME OR REPY TO MY TEXT OR SHOW UP TO Y BIRTHDAY?

And get this I ask 3 different friends if they wanted to hang out (different times) they all say not today I'm tired" or "I'm on my period or sick and shit like that". AND THEN 5 FUCKING SECONDS LATER THEIR POSTONG TWO AMNS ON THEIR STORY AND THEY ALL GO TO WEM (my local mall) FOR SUM RANDOS B-DAY....and they seem to be so much happier and constantly talk about their hang outs and sleepovers with other pp. Which doesn't bother me I'm so happy they're having fun, and it make me comforted knowing their enjoying life. But the minute we hang out they keep taking about how much they miss their other friends and call their boyfriends...INT HE MIDDLE OF THE MOVIE.I DONT GIVE A SHIT IF YOU IGNORE ME AND TREAT ME LIKE THE SECOND CHOICE WHEN YOU WANT SOMETHING BUT ...INTERUPT....MY MODERN FAMILY OTHERWISE I WILL BITCHSMACK YOU AND CURBSTOMP YOU HOE!

.... anyways yeah that all I'm just tired of being treated like Missy Cooper this is why I don't fw with my friend or ppl my age in general (sorry for the long ass blog)