How I feel about some things

SYou know, sometimes I feel really bad about this. She lives in another country and now she's deactivated Instagram. I really liked her after months of talking. I even remember the day she called me.It was so good to talk to her, she seemed to like me, I'm bi so I thought maybe she was too, but then something happened, she would sometimes disappear and I would miss her, but it's okay, but It happened, she disappeared and I didn't even declare myself. She was going to go to college and I don't know if I'll talk to her again. I'm feeling bad. I wrote such sweet words that I never told anyone about her. I'm sad. I want her.Back if you want you can read and comment your opinion my second blog about events I don't speak English in my life, I'm learning, if there's any mistake, you can tell me.