haibane renmei art thingy

Its been a long time since I logged in spacehey. I remembered it very suddenly, and I hope I won't forget it anytime soon. I actually kinda scared of creating social media accounts with my art, but i really want to. But at the same time, I definitely not ready. When I talk about some arts what I do, it's enough for me and I lose motivation for a very long time. AND IT WORKS EVEN IF I TALK ABOUT IT TO MYSELF..... And there are still a lot of things that stop me from progressing AND REALLY DOING SOMETHING (EVEN SMALL SKETCHES), like bad concentration, I can talk about this forever 

Why do I post this? I feel safe here, there are not so many people, and most of them are really friendly 

HERE IS AN ART ACTUALLY 

Its an experiment with no lineart and background. This is new to me

AND THANK YOU FOR READING ALL OF THIS