Melinna read this please.

Melinna… I know what happened earlier and you need to please explain it to me at least… the emotions I feel right now are so suffocating and nauseating that I can’t function properly… please share with me what is going on… I know your boyfriend got the wrong idea and it’s not your fault or my fault it’s nobody’s fault what happened but please Melinna… I want at least some closure and one final goodbye at least… I’m so distraught and mentally exhausted that I’m saying delusional shit of course I wouldn’t steal my parents car and travel cross-country to meet you and of course i wouldn’t find a way to get on a plane and go to Stockton and find you but please Melinna… at least give me one final goodbye if you leave… please when your boyfriend Chris isn’t looking please unblock me on google chat real quick and let’s talk and figure things out please I’m begging you please.