highschool obsession

i didn't love him. he gave me an ounce of attention/human decency when i was at my lowest point. for the next three years after that, he was the reason i drew breath

we were in same class. i rarely interacted with the guy at all. i was shy, and insecure. he was so perfect and so out of my league. for three years straight i spent almost every of my waking moment romanticizing what little words we exchanged. i didn't show it, but god was i desperate. he still didn't know about it. i'm glad.