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082324    friday    18,37pm

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hihihi !! so its me , liz ( or you can call me aa or sette if you want ) , and if you read my blog before then you must know then i used to make kpop song reviews . well , now i decided to switch my content . instead , i will be using spacehey as my public and digital journal where i can freely express my thoughts and emotions . obvi i wont talk about the personal things on my life , but rather the thoughts and feelings in my mind . so basically im using this website to ( lowkey ?? ) vent lmao .

ik i dont have much friends who interact with my blogs but i just wanted to release all my pent and bottled up emotions that i refused to let out until i ultimately spilled . im pretty sure some people will judge me for this because who on earth would vent on an online platform right in the open ?? i would tbh . i just really want people to know how i feel bcs honestly , i never felt okay and i always kept my emotions to myself so its pretty hard to express myself right in front of people . i am more comfortable with talking to people online because they dont know me irl and most of them never judged . so yeah , thats it ig .

so , in conclusion , i am switching my content from song reviews to diary entries . im using this account to write my unspoken feelings , thoughts , maybe poems and short stories , or comfort for the heartbroken people out there .

anyways !! on to the actual purpose of this blog . i cant really remember when was the last time i made a blog but for sure , i know it was months ago . lots of things happened offline spacehey and i wanted to share some of those things with you guys . it might not really be interesting .. but i just hope you wont judge me for it !! :33

i started school already . actually , i started school a long time quite back . maybe around july 15 - 20 , i dont remember it as well lol . i have some new classmates that i wasnt classmates before ( but theyre not like new , ive seen them around before but they werent in my section ) . some of my friends are in my class , and my adviser is my same adviser 2 grades ago . i really like my class !! we are all quiet and lots of the teachers think we're a good class . the only thing that upsets me is that my bestfriend is in the other section , and we 're really close . but its alright because we still talk to each other daily during dismissal and online .

im learning new things everyday . lately , ive been practicing guitar and some of the songs im learning is : we fell in love in october , from the start , paper hearts , and sailor song !! i love all of those songs sm but i havent really mastered them yet , so im still practicing . im getting really good at english , civics , and science ( all my fav subjects rarara !! ) . i failed my math unit test before but im getting over it since our recent topics are so much easier .

btw , its exams ( 1st quarter ) for me already . its still the first day and the subjects were math , rve ( values education ) and mapeh . i think math was acc pretty easy and i understood it much better than the unit test !! i think its because the exam type was multiple choices , and in the unit test it was all manual solving . rve was easy as always and mapeh was a bit more situational but also easy . i checked the book after my mapeh test and i think i got 2 wrongs , but its not that bad . the passing is 68 / 80 , and i doubt i would get something lower than that score .

i got my heart broken at least 4 times the last 3 months . but dw !! i got over my heartbreaks quickly . the reasons were : bullying , bad dreams , bad grades , and my mom . its okay tho . im alright and i managed to stay clean . im still slightly upset with the bullying though :( some boy in my neighborhood laughed and got my school id because he said i looked like a horse in the photo . im not even familiar with him but i cant deny that i did look weird in my id . im just sad that he had the audacity to say that when we werent even close and barely knew each other .

i guess thats all for now . i 'll update when something happens or when i feel like it . i cant guarantee that im going to be active these days , but i might try <3 . so thats it , bye bye and see you in my next entry !!

aalizsette  .♡ྀི