22nd of August 2024

Welcom to my diary :] im not too sure how much i will update this. im gonna use my blog here to document my days ! i used to blog a lot when i was 13/14.

About me!

since this is my first diary entry, heres an about me. Im a depressed 19 year old whos trying to climb their way up in life. I have anxiety, bpd and depression (all diagnosed) and i am starting to look into getting assessed for autism. I wanna have a better life, so every day is me trying to make my life not as miserable anymore. 

I love my boyfriend very much and he lives with me, we have been dating for nearly 2 years. I also have a cat! shes called Blaze/Shneshle and i love her soso much. Shes a black kitty and is my best friend. More about me and my interests can be found on my profile!

Yeah, so anyway heres how my day went yippee

Actual diary part!

So today was pretty boring. i overslept till like 9:10am and quickly done my makeup, got dressed etc so i could leave for my volunteer job at 10 (i live across the road luckily). The morning was fine, normal stuffs and i went for lunch at 12:30pm. Well, i came back at 1:30pm and i got like 10 people at the till buying stuff. This is a charity shop and this is the most dead ive ever seen the shop in my life. I stayed until 5:10pm, the last hour was hectic as my two managers and another volunteer were talking about the clothing rails and sale rail. In an hour we changed the layout of nearly the entire first half of the shop, lmaooo. My other manager is gonna come in tmrow and throw a fit because he does everything his way, hes chill though.

After i left my volunteer job and i got some vanilla latte sashes, my bf was ill today so my mum made baked potatos for dinner. Bf just had toast. My night mainly consisted of roblox, reading, youtube, music and self care like washing my hair and doing facemasks. Its 1am rn and i need to go to sleep. Atleast its friday yippee! im excited for autumn and halloween, i cant wait to go on walks when the leaves start changing and all that. Im making stovies (Scottish dish) for dinner tmrow and im so excited !

End of my thoughts and rambles, goodnight :>