Privileged Delight

Privileged Delight

Nebulous fog drowns my mind
Obscene, grey, and so unkind
Punish me for my attraction—
To a lethal fate of satisfaction
Could you save a damaged heart?
Or would you tear it apart?
In this void of bitter hatred
A dark thought seems sacred

Insecurities shout my plan
A selfish act others can’t stand
A world and society so fake
My life, the devil should take
Euphoria feels so forced
So cut my existence short
Before imitation becomes a drug
Cause I want to pull the plug