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The 75th entry... Honestly this is kind of crazy to think about, not only being on this platform for 75 days, but posting every day that I have been on it. It feels like just yesterday I was on entry number 25, but now we're almost 3/4ths the way to a hundred entries! It has been difficult being consistent with these because motivation is really difficult to keep, even though most of these are 250 to 300 words. It's weird to know that I powered through those days where I absolutely didn't feel like writing because it is such an improvement in comparison to two years ago where I didn't even have the willpower to do entries about how I was feeling in a notebook! I've been using these posts to not just document my life, but my thoughts, and it has been really significant to me even when I felt a seeming struggle to even feel proud of what I was writing. I am aware not many people read these aside from maybe my therapist and my best friends, but progress is always good regardless of if no one witnesses it besides you. I think the funniest part about this being my 75th entry is that I didn't even do anything special today. I spent most of the day asleep because my monthly cycle makes it impossible for me to not fall asleep at my desk. I am actually planning on getting a general practitioner along with a dermatologist through Callum-Lorde so I can get some help with certain issues besides the period stuff and make sure that all my medical records are actually up-to-date since I haven't gotten them checked since I was 18. In fact, tomorrow is my second appointment with the doctor I have at Callum-Lorde, meaning maybe I can go on Testosterone soon. Sorry that I talk about wanting to go on Testosterone so often in these entries, I've wanted to for so long that I don't even know how to not talk about it. My friend and I are meeting up for the appointment too tomorrow which I am very psyched about to be honest (08/22/2024). — Mars ᓚᘏᗢ |
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