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I don't know what I'm doing if I'm honest, but I guess I'm a little sad so I think I'm going to vent here since I doubt anyone will care :P.

I'm really in shit, I don't even know why I'm sad, I just am, and I can't explain it.

I just wish I could cry and let it all out but I just stay silent, I can't cry, I can't do it and that sucks.

When someone yells at me or does something I just look at them and do nothing, I can't, I don't even know if I'm scared or if I'm too stupid not to do anything, but I don't respond.

If my mother hits me I don't do anything I just look at her, she yells at me and I just stay silent, she yelled at me and hit me not long ago and she told me "stop seeing me as an idiot and do something productive once and for all" and I I just went to my room to cry lmao

Anyway, that's all for now, so bye I guess :P