i've been dead but at least the gods luv me <3

Recently I've had a sort of illuminating renaissance... I don't think anything's really changed... I haven't become anyone new. but my gods are dreaming again, which means I feel a pull in my heart. fie points of a star are the 5 points of luck, the five points of the soul... they've been around for as long as I can remember.... was it before I started walking? When I started dreaming? I can't recall. 

DOES ANYONE ELSE HAVE DREAMS THAT ONLY REPEAT. NO NEW ONES.... people may change but. the dialog is the same, you've done this before, you've done this before. that's all I have... I see the future through them, places i've never seen before, but will go, because the gods love me and they favor me. I don't know what I'm talking about, my mind is so crazy... to save me is to love me and theres nothing I want more than to be cherished X(