🥀Just A Little Help

Do you ever love someone so much that when you hurt yourself you feel it unfair to them,

The only way to make it fair,

For them to hurt you?

Instead of using the blade on yourself,

You hand it to them.

For your own self destruction is no longer enough.

You need someone who loves you to hurt you.

To mark your skin.

To tell you that you deserve it.

Whether you deserve to feel pain,

Or you deserve to feel in general,

Or you deserve to feel alive.

Regardless,

It is not inherently a bad thing.
Sometimes you need your lover to help you with what you can no longer do yourself.

They need to open your veins for you.

Make you bleed.

Harm you.

Hurt you.

Scar you.

Mark you.

You could carve your name into my skin and I would not care as long as it bled a pretty red.

Etch cruel words into my skin,

Things you'd never say to my face.

Cut what you really feel into my flesh.

Let out your anger,

Frustration,

Emotions,

Love,

Turmoil,

Grief.

Cut me.

Hurt me.

Harm me.

Help me.

Save me.