writing every single random thought that comes to my retard brain

AMAZING ASS TITLE OMFGGG

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

ew a I hate a who likes a? not me. that hoe can go bang his head against a wall

IF THINGS WERE DIFFERNT WE WERE YOUNG SKINNY DIPPING HAVING FUN I REMEMBERRRRRRRRRRRRR

sometimes I ask myslf how my mind can race In so. many directions at the same time and how I dont get a headache from it like WOAH IM SO COOL TF?

also somehow I have the attention span of a peanut but also im a rlly focused person but again im not rlly but I kinda am but im kinda not ngl 

OMFG THURSDAY IS TWO DAYS AWAY EWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW SOMEBODY STAB ME WTAF 

why do I not have friends

actually I do nvm 

yk those hoes who decide they hate you but they dont have a reason to hate you but they hate you anyway nd talk shit abt you even tho they havent even ever had a decent conversation with you

ye I hate those ppl (lowk sometimes I AM one but shhhhhshshshshshshs I have a good reason all the time)

I DONT FEEL LIKE WAKING UP EARLY TMRW WTF

WHOS IDEA WAS IT TO GO KANOËN 

KKR HOEREN 

I love how I so casually switch languages mid sentence for words I dont remember in the language im speaking 

my friends are really uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh apart human beings like they're so normal and so abnormal at the same time idk how that works but it does

lowk im scared of being ugly ngl.

chicken

TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME YOU

WANT ME WANT ME WANT ME TOO

TELL ME TELL ME TELL ME YOU

LOVE ME TOO LOVE ME TOO 💗

my music taste is so normal like ofc I like last resort and ofc I like cry baby nd ofc I like orange juice

IM SO NORMAL STOPPPPPPP

like what 

fun fact one of the characters in one of my short book thingies was called Layla 💀

ALSO CAN WE PLZ TALK ABT LILA X FIVE?

WHOS IDEA WAS THAT.

CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECES 

THIS IS MY LAST RESORTTTT

lowk every time my cat goes outside I think she's gonna die

oh one time I got bit by a street cat in Greece nd I searched up stuff abt rabies for one and a half hour

(I did not have rabies)

throwing up scares me to death like wdym the food I ate is coming out of my mouth hat is DISGUSTING like every time I feel nauseas (ALSO OMFG I WROTE THAT RIGHT TFF??) I feel SO SO SO SO SOS OS SO SO SO SCARED THAT IM GONNA THROW UP LIKE SO SCARED THAT I LIKE START HUMMING BC IDK WHERE I READ IT BUT I READ IT SOMEWHERE THAT HUMMING STOPS YOU FROM THROWING UP

lowk highk I did the most intense workout I have done all summer on Monday, I ran w my friend while she was fietsing and then I ran back w her and then I got on my bike nd I biked with her to go see her crush but her crush wasn't at the place he was supposed to be but we were almost too late for volleyball so we had to bike back as fast as we could and we lowk kinda died 

I woke up at 4:44 multiple times after I read twisted love and its scary

LOWK I LOVE ARCAEA BUT WHY IS NOBODY TALKING ABT HOW HARD IT IS TO GET TO 9.00 POTENTIAL LIKE I AM STRUGGLING EVEN THO IM LIKE GOOD RIGHT LIKE WTAF HUEHUIFHIURHFJSBEJFH I LIKE GOT EX ON A 9 SONG ND IT WENT UP BYE 0.01 LIKE EXCUSE ME WHO TF DO YOU THINK YOU ARE 

I need to be unbroken immediately

every time I leave my bsf on opened she goes "Ella, how dare you leave me on opened like im one of ur side hoes 💔" 

pov ur crush hates you but his bsf is madly in love w you nd thinks you're the one

is it just me?

bro fr sent me a song w the lyrics that go "I dont need reminders of how you dont feel the same" like okay girl okay. 

I mean im cringe asf but at least I never did that

if he finds my space hey acc im cooked

he prob wont hes too retarted 

UNDERNEATH IT ALL WE'RE JUST SAVAGES 

HIDDEN BEHIND SHIRTS TIES AND MARRIAGES

real

me core

I love saying me core to everything, relatable or not

CUT MY LIFE INTO PIECESS 

THIS IS MY LAST RESORT.

im raging

gang stop the next genshin update is in 2 days

also why are my parents the way they are.