School can kiss my ass

"Who's ready to spend 7 hours 5 times a week for 182 days in the actual embodiment of hell learning useless information that you're never going to need in life?" 

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"Not me!"

School starts tomorrow for me and I am nervous asf. I srs have like no classes with any of my friends (except like 1, unless you count lunch.) Not only that, I'm in TWO classes with somebody I use to be friends with, but we fell out due to things I'm not going to say since it's a whole lot. So that's going to be awkward as hell. For fucks sake, I haven't even finished my back to school shopping since I'm a fucking procrastinator and can't get shit done. I would just get homeschooled again, but that didn't work out and plus I'd have NO social life since I already struggle with making friends anyways, so being behind a screen will just make it harder. Doesn't help I have school related anxiety and went through a "school refusal" last year that fucked me over and now I'm taking doubles of some of my subjects to complete my credits. I'm on a 504 plan which is supposed to help me through the year, but since my school is a failed school, I'm not getting the accomodations I need. I hope a tornado comes and only hits my school.

No one will probably read this and no one probably cares, but I had to get that off my chest because it's been bothering me since August started.