[20.08.24]just SMASHED A deck of flashcards...

its 10 pm and I'm still studying..............................

man

The thing is I'm not even a science student or maths I'm just. yeah. I'm. I'm majoring business

embarassing but true! why did i choose this stream?? ermm.. i just didn't want sciences.... and there were no options for humanities (i kinda like it) now that I think of it humanities would probably be more hellish than commerce, and its good i chose this.. 

my scope? In this field? I guess, with enough hard work and perseverance, i could

1. get a master's degree in economics, and be an economist to help in the development of my developing country. it seems like an interesting enough field. 

2. be a chartered accountant . apparently this is a big deal. i don't get it. you just audit large corporations' financial statements and books.. it sounds like a load of shitworking but there's money there. for me

3. be a business asshole with your masters in business administration. no thanks man

4. be something else less asshole-y and help in ethical employment of persons, social responsibility etc similar to a HR manager? I kinda want to change the practice of shitheads making the planet hell .... idk this is more depressing the more I think about it.

5. quit it all and become a teacher. well I'm not particularly opposed to this idea but also it's boring and there's not much money there? employment, though. In my country an employment in the organised sector is more reliable than a profession or business.

6. just become a government employee, under a department i know about, like ministry of commerce or ministry of Something Else, like how my father is. poor dude got a bachelor's in maths and now is working in the ministry of labour and employment. completely unrelated. but he's happy, and that's why i feel like i want to go there 

woah that's a shit ton of rambling for someone who's got a viva voce tomorrow in the theory of consumer behavior of micro economics. i gotta dip, chat. also I'm feeling eepy. good night.