diary 3

17:48

ive just fucking bored for like the whole day. i got nothing to do and i dont really care about many of the people i speak to enough to go out of my way to message them. its just kinda like, idk.

like yeah i want friends and shit but i want my own friends. being in a stupid did system means my headmates friends are my friends or some bullshit like that, like fuck off and let me make decisions for myself. i shouldnt have to like the people they like, why cant i make my own friends without constant intervention? fuck if i know.

anyways im just really bored. no one really messages me, the one person i banked on having a solid convo with got fucking suspended, is this spaceheys way of telling me 'YO GET OFF THE SITE' bc honestly real. im not gonna but like yk. shrugs

ive just become some kinda neet before uni starts, hopefully it gets better when i go out more.

here's to hoping.

bye