almost

i've never gotten everything i've wanted in life, but once i was very close. - he was one of the only people i remember to have me as his favorite person. i was always surprised on how he could love me. how I could be so interesting that someone was willing to be with me even with the situation i was/am in.

it made me feel special, and it gave me a reason to live. he was like a light at the end of the tunnel for me. and i looked forward to having a life with him. no one made me feel this way before. just him.