Boys

Ew. A boy. They have cooties and if you were seen with one people would start their whole K.I.S.S.I.N.G speel. How unamusing. She never wanted to be seen with a guy. They play outside and stink up everything like it is no tomorrow. Boys have no self-composure and are reckless freaks. She had a dream. She wanted to become a doctor. go to school for 7 years and make good money. She was at the top of her class and on the honor roll. Until, she met a guy. She felt something she had never felt before. She tries to remind herself how yucky boys are but, It makes her want to explore deeper. A hole in her heart she thought only a boy could fill. Suffocating she reaches for validation. She likes the relief that boys bring her. I mean, her dad never could fill the hole in her heart. Always absent she never had someone to rely on. She now shifts her focus to how she is empty and has no one, rather than how she only needs herself. Forgetting goals and aspirations she was starving. Needing to be fed something new and different. She had very fugacious feelings towards men. She had someone different to stimulate her mind all the time. Her eating habits turned into gluttony. Not ever seeming to get full but always consuming. Rotting away. falling behind.

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