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i keep saying i'm back on my bullshit but i can't even stay on it for more than a few weeks. i'm just so fuckin miserable, man. constant negative thoughts every single day. i'm so bored and so....i just feel like a background character, like i'm watching myself in the third person. just sitting, rotting, staring at the wall.
can't manage my weight, can't keep a job, can't support myself, can't do this, can't do that, can't find the energy for anything.
i need to keep myself accountable and i can't even do that. this season of my life sucks, truly. it always gets worse before it gets better, but when does that happen? when does "better" begin?
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bjiru
idk who you are I was just browsing through blog posts, but this caught my eye so I just wanted to leave a couple words of inspiration if I can,
you'll figure it out. Even just trying is better then not doing anything at all, so your already that far. Start small, even just the smallest thing to spark a good habit. If you are able too therapists or councilors can be good to help you better understand yourself, and why you keep going wrong.
I don't know if any of this is helpful advice, I have no idea what your life entails, but if nothing else, just remember some random on spacehey believes in you
Good Luck <3
thanks, friend; i'm just going through a rough patch right now and my schedule is all out of wack and it's doing a toll on my mental health. i got fired from my job on the 8th and i've just been in the trenches since then. it's hard to stay positive atm.
i've tried therapy but my insurance got denied. :(
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