thinking about senior year

welcome back to me venting into the void for the 1324829 time because its one of those nights

im in my senior year in high school now and this year is shaping up to be probably the worst one i've had 

my few irl friends are in no classes or lunch with me, whenever i try to talk to the new people in my classes because i'm stuck in classes with a bunch of freshmen because my school ran out of classes to put me in

the guy i consider my best friend has been ignoring me and the rest of our friend group completely for his new girlfriend

and im constantly reminded that i will always be the second choice to my irls and online friends

oh yeah and theres another fucking virus apparently

i wanna play fortnite im going back to fortnite to whoever reads this im sorry xoxo