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i dont really care if anyone reads this i have just been told by multiple ppl to get a fucking diary lmfao
sometimes i think about the fact that i'm actually gonna be going to uni and shit, and im gonna be getting a career out of it. like what the fuck i'm gonna be a photographer for real.
its just like,, i kinda dont do anything when im not in college or education, so for like six weeks im just the biggest neet known to man, i cant get a job to save my fucking life, i'm constantly thinking about kms, its just stupid atp like how hard is it to read a fucking resume and see i'm good enough for your job than the decrepid old woman with 100 years exoerience who was born inside a cash register. maybe if u dont want ur employees to keel over and die after one shift fucking hire me instead.
i dunno man, hopefully keeping an actual log on my thoughts will help me not wanna d word. its 2.30 am, bedtime
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snowman7777
I know you may be thinking about it, but ending your life is never a solution. The journey to meet God has no shortcuts. Every person has a point to their existence, and you will find yours eventually. You have one of the brightest futures ahead of you, a future many people have lost their chances to achieve. I hope that you may see how fortunate you are one day and I also hope that work accepts you into it's arms. You do not, and will never have the right to give up on life, but it has the right to give up on you any time, so make the most of it.
rennk25
i relate so much its crazy. barely getting through this in-between shit of unis plus trying to find an normal uni with a normal photography major that's not just total shit.
holy shit im doing photography too, nice
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