this whiskey burns

drinking to forget is the same as sober to remember, both are equally disappointing and sad and you'll regret whatever you did either way, no matter how much is in that cup, or how much Gatorade you drink, the dried sweat never washes off, the feeling never washes off, there's nothing left to swallow and I've already left this earth. music doesn't brighten the mood, it just makes you pick up where you left off, hitting the loop song button. I can sing but I cant scream, and many seem to love that about me, I want to be in control. I want to be in control. I want to be in control.

fuck you