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todya sucked too, ubt not as much TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST........(ノ*°▽°*)
my friends finally came 2 school ,they were absent yesrterdya which probably made thigns a lot harder for me ヽ(￣ω￣(。。 )ゝ
ubt i feel like one of those 2 friends isnt really that fine with me hanging out with the other lets call em friend1 n friend2, n i really hate it, i feel like after friend2 came back n i started hanging out with her at break friend1s been kinda being more avoidant, even the rest of friend1s friendgroup is kinda being a little more distant, i dont know what to doooooo they iddnt even invite me to sit with them at recess when i was trying to find someone to sit with(trying to look for eithr them or friend2) WAAAHHH (ﾉД`)
i just wanna make friends who i can be myself around with n i dont think thats entirely possible considerigg 85% of the people here r HORRIBLE (＃`Д´)
theres also this kewl girly in friend1s friendgroup who reminds me so much of my wife IN TERMS OF PERSONALITY but my wife is nicer, this girly is also nice but sometimes she can b a little offputting which makes me question if she really want to get along n be good friends or not, shes also kinda scary..... okya not kinda,..... hse is.....Σ(°△°|||)︴
also these 2 girls came up to me in recess while i was getting ready for class n they were like "OMGGG ur SO pretty!!!" in a sarcastic tone, i said "thank yew!!!" in an embarrassed tone since no ones ever doen that to me, n then they replied with "your welccome!!!!" in that same tone, i dont know if they ewre mocking me n making fun of me or if they were being serious.┐(￣～￣)┌
i dont really know who to hang out with honestly, a girl who i trust who hates some people in friend1s friendgroup, or a friendgroup with friend1, AAAUGHGHGHGHGH guys opinions plsplsplspslpslspsls
i miss my old schooolll AAAUUUUGGHGHGHGHGHHGHHHH IM GONNA CRY I CANT I WANNA GO BACK TO MY OLD SCHOOL I MISS MY FRIEDNS I MISS HVING MY OWN DESK I MISS MY TEACHERS I MSIS MY CLASSMATES I MISS MEETING UP WITH MY GANG FROM DIFF CLASSES AND GRADES I MISS DRAMA LCUB I MISS THE LITERATURE CLUB I MISS IT ALL IM GONNA CRY I CANOT D OTHIS
okyaaa ummmmmmmmmmm this is geetntning lie WAYYY too long ummmmm ily gang toodles
smooches and runs away
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→ 𐌋υкχιє ✧
ur allowd 2 be friends with both!! i say just try 2 keep them in seperate friend groups. n if one speaks up abt u hanging with the othr they care more abt drama then u!!
THANK YEW BRAH!!
im tryna figure out a way i can hang out with both of em since most the friendgroup doesnt really like friend2 which is mostly the reason why she doesnt like em.....
friend1 is really nice like i acn tell shes trying n wahtever but i just feel like the friendgroup is starting to dislike me becuz i hang out with friend2 n its driving me CRAYCRAY
by ♯┆chii .ᐟ ★; ; Report
aw that sucks !! im not sure how to deal with that :(( i think just try ur hardest to avoid bring them up. they might forget u hangout all 2gether !! if not then sumtimes u just gotta cut ur losses, im soz friend
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no worries!! its kinda getting better actually,
friend 1 isnt as shocked that im hanging out with friend 2 n now shes actually kinda chill,
i dunno bout the friendgroup tho, i cant really figure out if they like me or not but either way theyre not the highest of my concerns TO BE HONEST.... if im friends with friend 1 & 2 and end up losing the friendgruop i wont be that sad, i care about friend 1&2 more
does that make me sound selfish UMMMM...........
by ♯┆chii .ᐟ ★; ; Report
thats great!! im glad things r getting bettr!! it doenst make u seflish :DD also srry 4 late reply school got me busyyy
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