nobody will see this yayyy

so let's talk about when i got assaulted! not fun! let's get detailed!

so i thought it didn't impact me all that much.. it's coming back to bite me in the ass! really not cool! recently i have been feeling his hands on me again and it's disgusting it makes my skin crawl it feels like my skin is full of spiders and it makes my hands and feet cold and it makes me nauseous. 

let's go over exactly what happened (at the bad part)

we got dropped off at the park and i started making fun of him for saying he kinda liked me. and i kept doing until it started raining and we went under this shelter thing and for some reason he got mad and started arguing with me and so i obviously started arguing back. but then he tried to leave but i wasn't done arguing with him so i went after him and somehow convinced him to stay. so obviously i was shivering my ass off because it was cold and i was in a crop top and he put his arm around me. instantly wanted to throw up. then it stopped raining and he took me behind the park bathroom and he basically trapped me against the wall and he started feeling under my clothes and i couldn't even look at him or move. ew! then i was obviously begging him to take me home but he was begging for one more minute with me and i didn't let him but that was terrifying. sometimes i see him walk by my house. i don't like it.

i can still remember some of the stuff he said too. gross. "wow you have more than i thought" for some reason is the one that echoes in my head the most. i don't know why. and i feel like the impact just hit me like a truck! i wanna throw up! wow!