i just started school and it already sucks. i got a class with someone i despise. (Ill call them 'A' just for the sake.) 'A' has done a lot and i mean lot of like disgusting things that a person can do. they have hurt a lot of people- me included. they usually play the victim or make excuses for the things they did. they make new drama when they can and it so so soo tiring, they never give up and its just like get a life already i mean you have friends don't you??? Its only been like 2 weeks since school has started and they already caused drama. Last weekend 'A' made a video about one of my friends because my friend has made a video destroying a plushy that 'A' had given my friend for their birthday and took it as a death threat..? So my friend commented on 'A's post and they you know bantered a bit but then 'A' for some reason brought up the fact about how my friend talked bad about 'A's friend but the fact is that 'A' talked bad about their friend too. (For some context 'A's friend have been on and on friends for years.) So 'A' asked for proof and my friend did but they have some kind of time limit and couldn't send it unfortunately but 'A' had some sort of proof of a death threat and sent it but it was from a different friend and we had never told them to send that to 'A' but it happened, so then 'A' brought up that they were apparently diagnosed with psychosis by a psychiatrist? and that they didn't know who they were let alone what they were doing and apologized for what they did rand said that its no excuse fro what they did. i completely understand that psychosis is a real thing but the fact is that some of the things they did were before they went on the mess and i guess the more horrid things they did were off of them, but they like to self diagnose with things they don't even have, plus they lie a lot so i don't even know if its true or not but back on topic- after 'A' said that my friend replied and called them out (not really but i think you understand right-?) also since we go to the same school we would like accidentally look at them right? but they took it as in 'A's words "Their like the devils stares" and they would not stop talking abt the stares like they didn't even acknowledge the other things that my friend wrote. (also at the very end of my friends message they wrote something along the lines of "you did a lot of hurtful things and we don't know if we can forgive you" so that might've pissed 'A' off a little.) but anyway- after that they started acting very immature and just got very annoying over all so that's pretty much it for that. {sigh}
But back to school there's already projects and its like the first full week it sucks so much. i don't think i've ever been this tired because of school. and it doesnt help my my aunt and grandma are like basically annoyed with my existence. i'm sorry i cant do everything right. they dont understand how hard it is for me mentally right now, i feel like one more thing happens and i'm going right off the cliff. but i think that's enough ranting for now i guess (sorry its kinda lot for my first blog and might not exactly make sense, my mind is all over the place :/ )
okay bye bye for now <3
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Raymond
Tbh it seems like A js wants attention, if you and your friends ignore them they will probably go away, I had smt similar awhile back and I js full on out blocked that dick and forgot abt them, and the problem disappeared! (Although I cannot guarantee that it will solve your problem, it just worked for me), ain’t worth stressing on it especially on your second week of school, and it sucks getting a lot of projects for school so soon but just keep a clear head and look forward to the next weekend, break, or summer Lmaoo, or if your a academic weapon look forward to the big fat A/B that will be on your assignment if you do good ;D
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