school just started last week and i already wanna kms

i remember making a summer break post circa 4 months ago on here. i remember being all excited n shit for summer break only to be back in school at the time of writing this. summer break went by faster than a fucking bugatti and i am not okay w that. i have an amazing friend group at school and its only been a week. that's cool and all but omg. i kinda just wanna be back in summer break, where i was by myself but i could hit up one of my friends anytime and say, "yo bro wanna go to the mall" or smth like that, and yet still have all the time in the world to myself. but now im back out in the wild which means i can't be in my room or at the park all day. i actually have to do shit now. now im not saying having friends is bad, i'm just not used to hanging out w them every day.

the school schedule makes just as much sense as a geometry problem. wdym we have two lunches instead of one. i accidentally ended up missing 5th period one day for lunch and my mom got mad. this is my first time going to public school in a long while (i was in priv school ever since middle school) so maybe im js tweaking out over nothing. but i hope somebody understands my confusion.

AND THE HALLWAYS. I FUCKING HATE HOW SLOW PEOPLE WALK LIKE HURRY THE FUCK UP. literally most of my tardies at school have been caused by these slow ass mfs. like i got somewhere to be PLEASE HURRY. and it's even worse when they don't wear deodorant. im stuck smelling these stinky ahh ppl for 5 mins while the line moves slower than mcdonalds wifi. and by the time i get to class ppl are staring at me like im an exotic animal when i come in 3 minutes late. like.. why are you looking at me? look at ur work instead ong...

sometimes school isn't all that bad ig,, i mean i have a crush i look forward to seeing everyday. i just wonder why we always keep looking at each other. she complimented my outfit once and we started some small talk, we waved at each other in the hallways once and im getting butterflies js by thinking about it. i try not to think about it too much tho. i got more important things to think about.. like how fucking fire the school lunch is. the chicken tenders are dry but they taste so good. like they taste AMAZINGG UGGHH and i love buying snacks from the stands we have. i love the chips and the ice cream. for a public school, im surprised i haven't gotten food poisoning. 

another pretty awesome thing about school is my classes. i love my classes!! most of them, at least. algebra can go fuck itself. i take (in order) piano, coding and computer science/software engineering, world geography, algebra, english, ap biology, and drawing and painting. and i love dressing myself up for school!! i get compliments on my outfits sometimes^^ its great lolol, best part of my mornings fr

thats it tho,, im done yapping now. i hope u enjoyed reading!! bye byee