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Why am i like this. Why am i so weird. I don't fit in. Its with everyone, even with the supposed "weird kids" I still don't fit in. It's like i have to fake a personality because they wont like the way i am. I feel jealous/angry whenever I see a group of friends together having fun because I feel like my friends would never do that because I'm just a boring loser no matter what I do. Why cant i be funny or interesting like other people?!?! Is there something wrong with me?!?!
I know it sounds ridiculous bu it gets to the point where I don't go outside for weeks and weeks because I'm scared to talk to other people because i feel like they'll judge me and leave me for the way i am.
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PK tart
i was in this spot once, i assure you your people will come. be authentic, friend. life is too short to worry about what everyone else thinks of you
Tobster
I really understand you. There's nothing wrong about you. Just know that you don't have to pretend someone or something else to "fit in". Someday you'll find your true friend. You should try to join some little groups sometimes. It can help with finding good friends. Sometimes it cannot help. But it will give you new experience. I hope that you'll find someone good for you! It's really hard to stay positive but I'll hope for you!
Malwarik
Look, you don't have to adjust to people. Act the way you feel and see, then you'll make real friends. Friends who know your fake identity aren't your friends. Just be yourself.