perpetual unrest

4:25 AM, at the time im writing this

i cannot get to sleep for the life of me i think i genuinely destroyed my sleep schedule

i mean, it was pretty badly bent up out of shape before but now its real fucked up lmao

rghhhhgrrrrr fuckinnnnn i took a melatonin gummy like two hours ago and all it did was give me a headache and it mightve made me sleepier but not enough apparently because i layed in bed for like an hour and still couldnt get to sleep

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