birthday soon (and other things)

Like the title says I'm turning 20 soon. This wednesday to be specific. I've had a rough week (outside stuff) so I'm not that excited, but it's still something to look forward to.

I'm also planning to tell my grandma that I'm trans (and by extension my other family bcs there's no way she'll keep it a secret). It's been really scary to think about doing it but I'm both more confident than I used to be... and at a point in my transition that it's getting harder and harder to hide it. Short hair, much deeper voice, the whole nine yards.

I'm weird so i decided to write a mini-letter to give her on my birthday. I might update here if it goes well (also if it doesn't).

In general I'm in for an interesting time this upcoming week lol