Vent 2, so TW again :>

I finally feel asleep for like twenty minutes, but then my mom barged in my room and started yelling at me. I was so sleep deprived to the point where I couldn’t even understand her drunk yelling. She took away all my devices (expect my iPhone 6, which I have hidden most of the time for cases like this), and she started to hit me. I didn’t even do anything. I just wanted to sleep. This isn’t anything new, but it hurts. It hurts knowing I’ll never have the caring loving mother every other child has. It hurts knowing this is the only life im going to life. Im never going to experience the childhood of a normal child. I just wish my mom would change. I promise she’s a good person, just not a good mother.

It’s whatever though. She’s asleep now, so that means I can peacefully sleep without her bothering me