being bored/friends

honestly most of the time having no friends doesn't bother me much, cuz it gives me more time to do things i like without them bothering me, but one major downside to it is being bored ALL THE TIME...

cuz after ur done drawing or watching anime or doing whatever you do, what next?? you don't talk to people, don't play games with them, or go out... its just boring...

usually when that happens i just lay on my bed and listen to music or lurk online, imitating real connection and all that... but it's not like i'm doing anything to fix my problem. talking to people online and irl is too scary haha...