working hard or hardly working

gonna go to orientation for this job today, and its gonna be my first time getting actual real training for a job that can make me money and stuff that also teaches me wtf the deal with shit is and how to work with it, stuff like that. and also like i guess my actual real job now, because i kind of had a couple of jobs before this unrelated with another thing thats kind of the same thing but also not really. 

and also ingame more dangerous. but it let me get the feel and hang of things and how it was gonna be and shit, though im not really sure that applies to the other thing im actually getting trained for, but even then if it doesnt. im thinking its gonna be good enough because it let me get over the initial heebie jeebies about freaking out and shitting my pants over the details of my job, so i dont really think ill trip about it when i go out. 

im so fucking pissed dude i wrote this like at 6:30am right before i went out to work and i thought i thought i posted it BUT I FUCKING DIDNT