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chat im so cooked i got pressured into a major i dont even fw fr now im failing so bad... im literally boutta drop out (like fr) ughhhhh i should've just done what i wanted instead. if everything goes to shit im just gonna join the airforce or smth idk but guys do NOT do med school its total dogshit. i already made plans but idk how to tell my family, like my brother also dropped out and hes doing great actually but everyone wanted me to be something and i just cant meet their expectations right now idk how to even bring it up to them.. i wish i was like a jellyish or something so i could just sit there and be brainless and happy (ive already got half of that accomplished lol)
update:
i was eating with my family and my mom asked me when i'm supposed to go back and i told everyone that i'm not and that i'm going to join the air force instead (crazy ik but i want to do it) and it totallyyyyy went to shit. my mom started getting angry at me for not telling her but at the same time she's the MOST unapproachable person in the world. if i had told her before she would've put even more pressure on me to continue and i probably would've spiraled or smth. she's angry with me right now saying i'm irresponsible and childish and that she wouldn't have reacted bad but like? she's reacting badly right now and she would've reacted even worse ughhh... i have a huge weight off my chest but i hate how she treats me like i'm stupid or something. sorry if this is a mess, all of this literally JUST happened 3 minutes ago.
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Fag4shadow01
My dads forcing me into medicine :/
ziv
Had my parents full support to go into a major I liked from grade 9 until 12, the day I’m actually supposed to start applying and stuff they pulled the plug “you’re so good at computer science, go into it!” IDC IF IM GOOD, ITS A SHITTY OVERSATURATED MAJOR. My grades aren’t bad (yet) but by god this is so so so boring. I hope you get to do what you want to do in the end, parents are wack.
Kiki <3
felt, I like my major but I wasn't mentally ready for college and now its just been destroying my mental health even more. My family just wanted me to get a degree and only focus on college, I'm soooo close to dropping out loll
THIS IS MEEEE!!!! im honestly a little scared because i dont want to be seen as the "loser college dropout" but its seriously effecting my health like i have grey hairs at 19 (bro..)
by sunny; ; Report
FRRRR, I don't want to be judged for dropping out but I seriously can't take going anymore, its too much for me at the moment. But I gotta push through it and hope I survive lmaoo
by Kiki <3; ; Report
we got thisss (im on my laptop so i cant use emojis but js imagine like the flexing emoji idk)
by sunny; ; Report
yessss we go thiss!! <33 (I'm imagining the emoji lmaoo)
by Kiki <3; ; Report
Kris
Hi!! I agree with ur thoughts about wishing you'd done what you wanted instead of what everyone else wanted ... but I have good news! you (WE) are really freakin young and you can still steer a different way .
Also, have you heard that anti quote that says, "god im so happy i spent my life doing what everyone else wanted and not pursuing what i actually wanted" ? I think about that notion a lot... you should choose to make YOU happy instead of others, because its YOUR life ... plus i think youll be fine you said your brother went thru the same thing and is doing well. you could always ask him for help!
what did you really want to study in college anyway? what did u rllly wanna do instead of what others pushed u to choose?
omg ive never heard that quote before!! i rlly wanted to do astrophysics or culinary but everyone wanted me to do tech or medical stuff so thats what i did...:/
by sunny; ; Report
wow astrophysics and culinary sounds awesome ... and so far apart llol!!
well thats why shifting exists in college ... it might take a little effort but U could always totally just go to your university's guidance counselor office and ask for help shifting ur course! FOLLOW WHAT UR HEART SAYS.!!
by Kris; ; Report
I TRIEDDDD ;-; my counselor didnt do anything i was so lost.. i feel like i rushed into everything to fast and now im burning out. i think ill take a break for a little bit and go back when im ready
by sunny; ; Report
Wtf what a sucky guidance counselor... DO YOUR JOB!! lol. aynyway yeah definitely rest up and get back out there when ur ready! Just remember that ur young and this age is for changing and changing and changing! GOOD LUCK!!!
by Kris; ; Report