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so, even tho my family despises emos and other stuff because its "gay" or whatever they call it, and even tho people who know me irl are gonna be shocked and will make fun of me for being cringe af, i kinda just wanna become emo now, and so i started with clothes and now already try eyeliner, which i am so bad at. But it looked cool already, on the images its kind of worse but yall know the things with Photos vs Irl. Selfies never look as good as mirror or just being infront of someone. yeah noone in my family knows i am about to become a emo, my sister does, but yeeah. My grandma is gonna call an exorcist or drop dead on the spot right away when she sees me when i am gonna wear an emo outfit inpublic for the first time. I tonight went in my bathroom to test eyeliner, and its so weird idk. I kinda have to spend more time learning to apply it, but i already spend 30 minutes lol
i also was shopping with my best friend, we looked for clothes. She kinda liked the idea of me becoming emo suddenly. At least one lol. I took a nirvana Tshirt and a black skinny jeans that i also wore in the pictures below but cant be seen. The Oversize Nirvanna tshirt was to large to fit the skinny jeans so i took a puma tshirt. That one is broken so i dont want to wear it again tho. i need to find some more slim rock tshirts. Also here in germany are no cool thrift stores. At least not in my area. And if, then they never have something thats good. Also i dont know how to color my hair, since its expensive, but i will ask a friend if i can ccome over and get a make over from her, since she must have usefull stuff.
i also was shopping with my best friend, we looked for clothes. She kinda liked the idea of me becoming emo suddenly. At least one lol. I took a nirvana Tshirt and a black skinny jeans that i also wore in the pictures below but cant be seen. The Oversize Nirvanna tshirt was to large to fit the skinny jeans so i took a puma tshirt. That one is broken so i dont want to wear it again tho. i need to find some more slim rock tshirts. Also here in germany are no cool thrift stores. At least not in my area. And if, then they never have something thats good. Also i dont know how to color my hair, since its expensive, but i will ask a friend if i can ccome over and get a make over from her, since she must have usefull stuff.
Oh man everyone in school is gonna go crazy on bullying me. yay i cant wait. but jokes aside i dont care about what they say, MCR and green day, Black clothes, eyeliner, playing in a band with friends and playing instruments in general is just a coool life that i wanna live, but i can forget a band since there are no emos in germany, its like idk, they really arent a thing here so if i do it i WILL get bullied hard. Especially by the Talahon Guys.
i hope that i find at least some more piece. I mean i hope people are gonna pick on me in the first 2 weeks and then just go on. So here are the pictures of my tonights Eyeliner.
first eyeliner ever obviously. so dont judge lol. Because till now i just was some normal dude, and why SHOULD i know how to do this. And obviously i dont know much about anything in generall cuz i am not long into all of this. And i never said i am a real original Emo or that i know much about the topic or idk. just saying. to make sure y know.
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vivi🤟🎀
HELL YEAH FUCK THE H8TERS!!!!! you look sick! im always happy to see people joining the emo community! :)
thanks i never got accepted anywhere this feels so weird and other worldly, like.. this is not was is a thing that happens to me. being accepted. i thought i look ugly, well objectivly i still am, because i am a preppy dude, but i will be giving me the L look from deathnote within the next year, thats my goal
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wiwi
YOUR EYELINER LOOKS GOOD !! if you ever need clothing/makeup/anything else references, its good to look on pinterest and other sites similiar ^_^! you seem to be enjoying yourself, and thats all that matters :D
okay i dont know pinterest is kinda... i dont think i need it, i already know how i wanna look but i just dont know how to do it in my position, since my surroundings and family and i have to ask a friend to help me give me a total make over, i will go to her house next week and then we see what we made out of me, my goal is looking extremely diffrent, since i now hat having this preppy normie dude look
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