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you don't know me. that's okay. i just want this off of my chest.
i'm going to die. i don't know when, i just know i will. i don't know when i'll be brave enough. i have it planned out, i just need the pieces. i need the money to get what i need, to go where i need to go. there's nothing for me here. nothing at all. i'm so anxious, my meds do not help any more, i cannot see myself having a future, not with the way everything is.
but i am so very scared of death, i am terrified of it. the thought of it, the idea of it. the idea there could be nothing, for eternity. im willing to make that sacrifice, for a moment of peace. for an eternal peace.
i am so tired
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Isaac
Hey Guy, I went through your account after reading this. Im sorry such a thing is happening to someone who doesn't deserve it, I know right now things might look tough for you but even if you decide to let this issue linger, it will eventually pass. Please don't do this to yourself, i'd hate to see such a good soul leave. I care for you and so do other people in this community. Suicide is a permanent solution to temporary problems.
thank you, i feel a bit better after sleeping. it's still bad, but not as bad as it was. there's good things ahead! i just dread the bad that comes with it, i'm sure it'll be fine though, now that i put more thought into it. it means a lot.
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