what is physically happening

one person said something nice on my last post so i'm going to take it as endorsement lol. i wanted to update on my university application. it's been such a hectic day, but i kind of like the stress lol. i got my a-level results today, which weren't what i wanted, but i at least got 3 Bs and a C, so i think that's something. it's at least enough to get into philosophy at clearing!!! 

i'm having so many complications with my UCAS application, which needs to be sent off before my i confirm any places. the two teachers i've managed to contact from the sixth form are being super super helpful though, i cannot thank them enough. but i have a provisional offer from a university!!!!!!! this just means that they're going to check that i haven't lied about my grades, and i should be accepted!! it's so surreal and exhilarating at the same time. i'm trying not to get too excited just in case things don't work out, but i can't help it. i'm still in disbelief that i even have an offer tbh. as long as i can get my UCAS application sorted by 4pm tomorrow, i should definitely have a place at the uni!! it's not the university i wanted (they had no spaces left), but it's something! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I MIGHT BE ACTUALLY DOING IT!!!