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I'm not a bad student, but I'm always jealous of the students who do really well in school, are loved by every teacher, have a high GPA, don't fail classes, are good at physical work, and are never bullied!! Do you see what I mean? I'm really trying to work on getting better and improving my social skills but it's never enough for a year. And I read/watched/listened to every content you can think of to motivate myself on this subject. I guess there's nothing I haven't heard about personal development, but I still don't think I'm where I want to be. And each time I felt guilty that my efforts were still inadequate, repeating the same cycle over and over again. I don't know what to do anymore because my high school life is almost over. I didn't want to spend high school like this.
(Also sorry for my grammatical errors, English is not my native language)
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@V4al
I learned that it will always depend on your looks. I am not that attractive (im very ugly
.) And get bullied even if im POLITE, kind, and shy. Specially my male classmates are very different (in a bad way) with me than my other female classmates.
Enesi
literally same. like I feel like when I'm in class nothing actually goes through my brain and i'm not even in HS yet but I'm taking a high school class. I'm in the advanced academics program but trust me I don't feel like it. last year I cheated on every test just to pass
TROY
Honestly, I don't have many friends irl too, but I can tell ya, you ain't the problem, you don't fw some ppl and some ppl don't fw with you, and that's okay, carnival ain't for everyone! I talk to like one person in my class (sometimes), but I have a friend out of my class that really matches my energy and we have the same interests! You don't have to change, you have to find the right people. As I said, no one really matches my vibe in my class but that random writer that served my family when I was on vacation out if the country? INSTANT FRIENDS, he literally helped me understand that I'm not the one that's the problem, no one is, you just gotta find people that have the same energy and good luck to you with that!! I believe that one day you will!!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 And about grades and all that, at the end of the day that doesn't matter as long as you're passing school, don't worry about it too much because it's simply not worth it
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Thx stranger on the internet! (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) I have 3-4 friends and they are the reason my high school life wasn't a complete mess. When I look back, I still feel scared of being alone, just like in my early years but I'll live in the moment as much as I can before they go to college.
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