I don't wanna go back 2 school😭 [a lil bit of a vent]

ughhh

I'm starting school again in like 2 weeks and I really don't wanna go back to that ghetto ass school. I already got fucking bullied for years there and the the teachers did absolutely NOTHING ⚊ it doesn't help that every teacher there only thinks of my brother when they see me because their old ass brains can't understand that I am my own goddamned person.

There also are sooooo many people vaping in bathrooms, like quit it! you're fucking 16 go study or something. the staff gets on my ass for having my phone IN MY BAG but they don't give two shits about the dude blowing smoke rings in the back of the class with his stupid blueberry lemon twist flavored vape! in my opinion, if you need a colored and flavored stick of cancer air to get through the day, you shouldn't be judging anyone else for the choices that they make.

I was supposed to be transferred to a different school for a more advanced program but my dumb self decided that I was gonna get shit grades in math class. That leads me to another thing: the schooling system expects you to excel in every single subject without fail in order to get good/better opportunities. NOT EVERY CHILD IS GOING TO BE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, and honestly, half the time, its not the student's fault. 

there are genuinely shit teachers out there who do absolutely nothing in class and who don't even try to teach the kids, they just leave it up to the kid to teach themselves the subject. yet, somehow, these shit teachers find a way to blame the kid for something that they did.

I have been expected to be a bibliophile since I was at least 8, be so honest with yourself right now and try and think if you were and unsupervised kid on the internet would you actually turn off your fnaf play-throughs or your gacha life or whatever you were watching, and actually go read a book?

either way, I really don't wanna go back but I have to

rant over

please tell me if you have/had similar experiences at school T-T