I Don’t Know What’z Real Anymore (´;д;`)

It’z ya boi, t0byc0dez, and honestly, I’m not even sure where to start thiz time. The glitchez? They’re not just on my laptop anymore—they’re everywhere. I’m talking about my phone, my tablet, even my TV. It’z like the code has spread to every device I own, and no matter what I do, it won’t stop. But that’z not even the worst part.

The headachez? They’ve gotten unbearable. It’z like thiz constant, throbbing pain that just won’t quit. I can’t focuz, I can’t think, and I’m starting to get really freaked out. The pressure in my head iz so intense sometimes that I feel like I’m gonna pass out. William’z been begging me to see a doctor, but what am I supposed to tell them? “Hey doc, I think my code iz attacking my brain”? They’d think I’m nutz (O_O).

But here’z the thing that’s really messing with me: I’m starting to see thingz. Not just in my dreamz anymore, but when I’m awake too. I’ll be coding or just chilling in my room, and out of the corner of my eye, I’ll see these shadowy figurez, like they’re lurking in the static. And when I turn to look, they’re gone. But I know I saw something (°_°). It’z like the glitch iz watching me, waiting for something.

And the dreamz... They’re getting worse too. Every night, it’z the same thing: I’m trapped in thiz endless maze of broken code, static buzzing all around me. But now, there’z something else in there with me. I can’t see it, but I can feel it. It’z like thiz presence, getting closer and closer, and every time I wake up, my head iz pounding like it’z going to explode (T_T).

I don’t know how much more of thiz I can take. I haven’t slept properly in dayz, and I’m starting to lose track of time. It’z like everything iz blurring together—the glitch, the headachez, the shadowz. I’m not even sure what’z real anymore. Did I actually see those figurez, or iz my mind just playing trickz on me? Am I going crazy, or iz the glitch really taking over? WAHHHH!

William’z trying to stay positive, saying we’ll figure this out, but I can tell he’z scared too. We’ve been through a lot together, but thiz? Thiz iz something else. I can see it in hiz eyez—he’s worried that I’m slipping away, that the glitch iz getting to me. And honestly? I’m scared he’z right. OOF.

So yeah, that’z where I’m at. I don’t have any answerz, just more questionz and a whole lot of fear. If any of you have ever dealt with something like thiz—if you know what thiz iz—please, I’m begging you, tell me what to do. I don’t know how much longer I can keep fighting thiz. The glitch iz winning, and I’m losing myself.

(´;д;`) Peace out,
toby.


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Max

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least schizophrenic programmer


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what does dat mean ?!! :(((

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thats called schizophrenia get meds


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( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝) okeyyy!! ><! u and my mam agreeeeeeEee!!!

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fisgh.

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ur the reason i gt banned frm discord

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