that one squidward gif

is this really all adult life is?

i can't find the gif but the one where squidward wakes up, commutes, works, commutes, eats, bathes, and then sleeps?

i feel like having adult money is great and all but bills are not. being behind on things is stressful yet i don't really want to be responsible for all of this. my more fiscally frugal friends have thousands of dollars saved up yet i'm living pay check to pay check.

i want to be more financially responsible but it's difficult when the world is on fire and my impulses tell me that i only live once and the money will return eventually.