Another day

Going through a hard time right now so I wrote this. Yes it's very vulnerable but if it helps anyone at all I'm glad. This one's from me to you.

Haven't tried this in a while so I thought id give it another shot.

 Not expecting much from this but lets just see what I got. 

The pen is filled with so much anger. 

The pen feels like another shot of energy when all is lost and I forgot. 

How to properly keep myself in check. 

I write just to see if I forget. 

The world coming down from all this hate. 

Just to ignore all this shit. 

Not like it matters anyway.

Same old faces different day. 

Hope this helps to anyone who reads when you feel you've been thrown away. 

Chorus

Another day same old shit 

Take a breath 

Another hit.

Just can't get enough of it. 

I fall down 

You do too. 

Sometimes you lose some respect 

Can you get back up from it? 

Just ride it out today.

Life comes fast then it's a different day. 

Can't pretend that I am perfect

In fact probably too far from it

But I never comprised to a point I can't recognize myself. 

Phases happen seasons change. 

They say it daily through death or shame

They grow away I stay the same. 

Sometimes i wonder how long I can keep up at this game. 

Can I keep up this pace 

Or will life just throw it back in my face? 

Get back up stake your place. 

Chorus 

I never felt like life's been rigged against me 

Worse things have happened to others im just a 5th of them things. 

Opportunity has been wasted. 

Friend by friend love by love. 

Not saying this just to complain and use it as an excuse to cuss 

But Damn if we're counting the time by the ticker. I have regrets but my skin grows thicker. 

My predicament is just something I wrote down because I'm a thinker. 

Pain was gained some were lost. 

Stand on your own two feet you still have a road to cross. 

Chorus.