First day of hel- i mean high school tmrw :)

I'm starting freshmen year of hs tmrw...and I'm a little scared

some of the older kids didn't like me in middle school and i don't want to deal with them again, maybe they've matured a bit?? hopefully. The kids in my own grade however, are probably going to make fun of me a little more then the rest, specifically the ones that came from the other middle school in my town cuz my best friend went there and they told me that the kids there make fun of emo/scene/alt people, also when both middle schools went on a field trip to the high school, some dude from the other school looked at me, widen eyed, pointed at me, and was like "AINT NO WAY ITS AN EMO" so umm yeah. 

I'm also planning on leaving my friend group, most of them aren't bad, its just that i don't really feel connected to them, and they invite too many people, I prefer quality over quantity. plus the ones that I actually have a connection with have moved to a different school, and i don't have much in common with the current people in the friend group. I really hope i could find a few really good scene/emo/goth/metalhead friends, or maybe even j-fashion/Harajuku/visual Kei/femboy friends, bc those seem like the type of people i could get along with and have things in common with, and not just some classmates i talk to when I'm bored.

I'm also nervous that school work will take up all my free time, obviously i want free time but i also want enough time to focus on music and my youtube channel. in middle school i felt a bit unmotivated to make videos because i would be exhausted when i come home, and im afraid thats going to be worse in high school. im really passionate about youtube but i dont want to be stressed about school and be stressed about putting out a video in time.

speaking of my youtube channel, this is probably a stupid thing to stress over, it probably wont be that big of a deal if it actually happens, but I'm a little scared that kids from my school will find my youtube channel, from what i heard it seems like either you get made fun of, or if you have enough subscribers, people just use you and none of your interactions with your classmates are genuine

thats all for now, if you have advice for me id like to hear it, thx for reading my stupid rant