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i told my bestfriend i loved him, i told him i didnt want anyhting to change, i told him i knew he wouldnt like me back. yet i told him. nothing has changed yet, but i regret it. i just want him to be happy but i want someone to care about me. everyone around me is inlove, theyre happy. why cant i be?
im going to end it
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PERCY!
things look bleary but it'll get better. you'll find love one day, whether this year or in 5 years or even longer. life isn't about love with people, its about loving life. put yourself out there. if you do the things you like to do you'll meet other people who like it too. love comes in unexpected ways.
Mephisto
Hi, I just came across your post and judging by the name you gave it I'm fearing you're considering the worst. I'm just some random person on the internet, who know nothing about you, but I can assure you that contrary to what you said there's people that care about you. You mentioned your friends, they will still be there. You said you confessed to your bestfriend, even if the way he loves you isn't the same as the way you love him he will still care because he's still your bestfriend. And if you still doubt there's people on this website that will care because like me they see you're in distress and they will fear the same thing as me. You're not alone. You deserve to be happy. Happiness may not come the way you wanted for now, but I'm sure your friends will be there to bring some for you. If you need to talk, to vent, to express yourself, spacehey can be your safe place but PLEASE do not do anything stupid and PLEASE take care of yourself first.
Theral
Listen, I know it's hard, but you can't make people love you. I read your blogs and I understand that you developed feelings and there's nothing wrong with that, but if you love him, you shouldn't feel bad because he fell in love with your other friend. If you truly love someone and want the best for them, you should be happy or at least accept that they have a romantic relationship with someone else, and obviously you shouldn't try to sabotage it (I know you didn't mention that, I'm just saying). A lot of people want to love and be loved, me being no exception, but we all just have to wait for the right person to come into our lives, it will happen and you will know. Just try to love yourself first and foremost, have fun and enjoy life and you will stumble upon your love.